My Husband

I feel like such a lucky woman and oh so thankful to have found my soul mate. People say that when they find the love of their life they share SO MANY of that same interests already but when I met Brandon our personalities were completely different he was quiet and shy and I was loud and the life of the party but when we started dating it was like he calmed me down with out trying but he never told me to change or be someone else he made me comfortable enough to laugh or cry and loved me he was head over heals in love I had never seen a man act that way for a girl other then my father and how he acts when he talks about my mother and I knew he was the one we were both very young and very happy together and when we found out we were having a baby despite what most of my friends and other people thought he still loved me and he was so excited he wanted to take care of me and our baby and there was never any hesitation from him people told us it wouldn't last and how hard marriage is we had not even lived together figure out how hard it is to even live together that was hard enough but after our honeymoon in Williamsburg he finally moved in with me and when I realized all his faults and his OCD with food and how he cleans and everything you learn about someone once you live together I thought to myself I LOVE HIM EVEN MORE I think all the things he does although drive me crazy at times I LOVE about him and he loves me I don't know how dealing with a Puerto Rican woman is hard we are loud we talk a lot we care so much about everything and we are very emotional and tell everything like it is even when we should just bite our tongue but four almost five years later we are happy as ever he still leaves me love notes on the computer and everywhere else so that I can find them when he leaves for work if gets up earlier then me he wont wake me up he will let me sleep in he still works so hard so that I can stay at home and be the best mother I can be he knows what I am thinking just by my facial expressions he knows me so well and he loves me so much I appreciate everything he has done for me I am studying and trying to concentrate on myself because I not only want to get a better education for myself but I want to make my husband proud I want him to see me as an independent woman and I want to help him ease some of the financial burden off he is the light of my life he holds the key to my heart when he goes to work all I do is think about how lucky I am and when he comes home my heart still races because I get so excited to see him after a long day I just wanted to post this to let every one know I love my husband and I am the luckiest woman to be with a man who works so hard for his family and loves with all his heart I love you baby forever and always

So Excited Love the Christmas Lights!!!!!

I love the Christmas season and even though Thanksgiving hasn't event passed yet I absolutely love seeing houses lit up and the smell of a Christmas tree I also like to see peoples nice Christmas trees all lit up by the window for everyone to see when they walk/drive by!!! I am so excited and Cadon has been telling me stories about Santa and his little helpers and he gets so excited when he talks about what he wants it makes me feel like a kid again I can't wait to wake up in our first house and video tape our boys coming down the steps and make new traditions mixed with the old I am already planning our Christmas breakfast and Dinner!! I am also excited because I got my invite and reminder for my girls night to the Garden Glow with The Church and I had so much fun and met so many wonderful people there I can't wait to have another girls night and look forward to it because I have never been!This Christmas I want it to be a big one with lots of snow because I plan on opening presents with my boys then eating a big ol breakfast snuggling up by the fire place and then watch some Christmas movies and after that I want to get a snowball fight in and I am getting the kids a sled to ride on in the snow this year!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thats how we will spend our Christmas this year.









And a little early Thanksgiving Thanks:
Mom and Dad Thank you for always supporting me and never judging me for making my hubby feel welcome and even though I might go to you to vent you kind of always side with B but always hear me out and also a big thanks to all the money you give us even though we don't ask for it THANK YOU....please no drama about this one..just saying thank you


My Brothers you guys are always there for me and I cant tell you how much you guys mean to me

Titi Lisa haha you share some of the same struggles in life and I think you are such a great role model..you were a stay at home mom with TWO BOYS in a lot of ways we are alike and you are always there to talk THANK YOU FOR THAT

MY BOYS YOU MAKE ME LOVE LIFE MORE EVERY DAY YOU GAVE ME A PURPOSE AND WHEN I FIRST SAW BOTH YOUR FACES I KNEW MY LITTLE FAMILY WAS COMPLETE I LOVE YOU MORE THEN LIFE IT SELF

MY HUBBY you work very hard your the hardest working person I know(other than my dad) haha but the military was very tough on us but you always were positive and we have come so far almost five years later and i am more in love with you then ever and people said it wouldn't last I am so proud of you and all you do for us I am the luckiest woman alive I love you so much

Holidays Stress and EXCITEMENT

I have to report that the boys have been sick since Halloween night at first I thought it was allergies but it has lasted this long and the doctor told me I had a virus that has lasted longer then normal and thats probably what the kids have so Cadon will be taken in tomorrow and checked and Ryan has because of this stupid virus well even if he didnt have it I am sure he would had got another DOUBLE EAR INFECTION ANYWAY it will be his seventh antibiotic in four months and he WILL be getting surgery for tubes in his ears and even though I am terrified of my babies having to be put under I will have to suck it up this time because I want to be there from start to end last time I was with a brand new baby and the hubby and my mom went and took care of Cadon through his surgery and I cant miss it I was miserable not knowing what is going on but other then that the kids are sick like dogs and running high fevers



On another note I am very thankful for Aunt Lisa for helping me out with all my PRE~FIRST THANKSGIVING JITTERS!! She is even going to help me shop and get all the supplies I need to make a great thanksgiving dinner for me and my little family I am so excited it will be our first EVER thanksgiving in our first home I wish the boys had more energy to make crafts like my mom did with the kids when we were younger but with them being sick they just sleep and dont play or eat much hopefully after thanksgiving they will be better but I am so excited about hitting the stores early with Lisa and hopefully getting all my shopping done I love the holidays and am so thankful for the people I love and making great memories I LOVE MY LIFE and EVERYONE IN IT!!!!



ONCE AGAIN A HUGE THANK YOU TO AUNT LISA YOU ROCK!

My Business Adventure!!!

I would like to start out by saying thank you to my wonderful hubby and friends and family who kept supporting me in my crafts and especially those who took their time to even MAKE SOME WITH ME!! but with all the sweet things every one said about my new hobby and how I should sell them I have decided to make a TON of wall art and to sell most of all the stuff I have made which is over 100 magnets and over 40 glass wall art and even more fun blocks and I have even started to hand sew which is very hard but since I dont know how to sew with a machine let alone have one for now this will do!! I am so excited and am so thankful for all the support I am having so much fun making one of a kind art that I can call my own and share with others I am in the process of making a ton of art so I can get everything started and have enough to sell and with my collection of frames I will save a lot of money too!! I have not come up with a name yet but when I do you guys will be the first to know I am thinking about ESTY to begin with then we will go from there wish me luck!!...I am still doing this for fun and if I make some extra dough so be it but I want this to be F.U.N!!!!!!!!!! Here is the finished products of a days work of wall art!! Enjoy the pics

Kylina Vivian

Kylina I have never loved a little baby girl as much as I love you! I have never met you before but I would do anything for you I cant believe your turning ONE such a big girl just wait till titi Carissa goes to visit in February I have always wanted a baby girl and now I am going to be able to spoil you and snuggle you all night as if you were my own I CANT WAIT!!!! I wish I could be there for your big day you are so special to me and even though I have missed out on your first year I will try and visit as many times as I can I might even come out next Christmas =) anyways I love you so much your the most beautiful one year old I know WE ALL LOVE YOU AND WISH YOU A VERY HAPPY BRITHDAY

Birthday girl and other stuff

The kids and I went to the doctor today and we have a virus that has last longer then most it isn't a normal cold we have tons of energy and just very runny noses and a tiny cough and for me it has made my back pain increase like ten times but we will be fine and I am already feeling better on another note we would like to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PAITON COOK COOK as Cadon says he was so excited to color on her card this time because instead of his normal picture of the birthday girl he was going to write sentences and write his name out like a big boy and he did he also wrote a big P on the envelope all by himself I couldn't believe he did it but he is getting very good at writing anyways when Paiton turned one I wrote her a poem:

A year has gone by,
How time has flown,
We can't believe
How you've grown
You're such a joy
And so much fun
We cant believe you're turning ONE!!!

and I wanted to write her another so here it goes:

Monkey see,
Monkey do.
Our little niece is turning two.
You’re a bundle of
Sweetness,
Smart and Fun.
You put smiles on every one.
You capture our
hearts everyday!
With all the sweet things you say.
So today we celebrate you
Our little niece is now TWO!


We love you very much Paiton your such a blessing we hope you have a wonderful birthday and have lots of fun!!

Not So Good

I am so sick and the kids have been under the weather ever since Halloween night =( the kids and I cant shake it we are not coughing or anything but it seems like allergies but we dont have much energy and I am in the most pain of my life my fibro pain with this added weakness and pain is killing me I cant shake it...anyways not much going on here going to make my first Thanksgiving Dinner which I am very excited and nervous about and I cant wait to make traditions and do fun crafts just like my mom did with us every thanksgiving